Everything Has Changed

All I knew this morning when I woke
Is I know something now, know something now I didn't before.
And all I've seen since eighteen hours ago
Is green eyes and freckles in your smile
In the back of my mind making me feel right

I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now

I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you, know you, know you

'Cause all I know is we said, "Hello."
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

And all my walls stood tall painted blue
And I'll take them down, take them down and open up the door for you

And all I feel in my stomach is butterflies
The beautiful kind, making up for lost time,
Taking flight, making me feel right

I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you, know you, know you

'Cause all I know is we said, "Hello."
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
And you'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

Come back and tell me why
I'm feeling like I've missed you all this time, oh, oh, oh.
And meet me there tonight
And let me know that it's not all in my mind.

I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you, know you, know you

All I know is we said, "Hello."
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

All I know is we said, "Hello."
So dust off your highest hopes
All I know is pouring rain and everything has changed
All I know is a new found grace
All my days I'll know your face
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

Taylor Swift ft. Ed Sheeran

Selamat Hari Raya ! !

Duet raya ! Duet raya ! Duet raya !

sebok benor raya tahun nie, 

sampai hari ni baru sempat nak mengepost ;)

Nak tau sbb apa yang sebok sgt?

Actually , this is my first time celebrate this eid as a wife !

So, theres so many people that i need to meet

Non-stop!

From the first to the fifth day

Luckily i prepared all gorgeous baju kurung  hehehe

The best this time

I'm able to give duet raya ! In chinese we call it as red ang-pow !

Happy to see them, they smiled to me as big as they can  

Ada yang senyum n sengih sampai nampak semua gigi

Tapi xsemua la nampak , sbb tinggal lubang ! haha

Tapi kan, budak2 zaman sekarang bukan main taw

Duet syiling xmau, nk duet kertas ja

Makan n minum xmau, nak duet ja

Budak2~

Alhamdulillah diberi peluang olehNya untuk merasa semua ni

Moga berkesempatan lagi di lain tahun. Insyaallah

SELAMAT HARI RAYA KE -11 !

me and my husband ;)

riang raya kat umah opah

me and my bff ;)

P/S :

 Raya best!

Tapi bila balik Ipoh ,jem yang xbest !

Jom Balik Kampung!

Well, from the picture what would you think?

Cat?

Yes they are

All of them are my lovely cats

But then

What would I think?

Pack! Pack! Pack !

Can't wait for Hari Raya !

Counting days 

P/S : busy packing actually, happy packing ! ;)

[Story] Kisah Hati Nisa

Tahun kelima . . .

" sy mintak maaf . sy tggu awk slagi sy mampu bernafas"

" klu sy yg x bernafas dlu?",Iskandar tunduk

"Insyaallah umur awk pnjang", tenang Nisa membalas

Sedih ,pilu hati Nisa, mengakhiri perbualan dgn Iskandar.

Perkahwinan dirancang,persiapan diri dipersiapkan.Tiba-tiba Nisa asa dia perlu mengundur diri.Kenapa?Apa perlu Nisa buat? Nisa takut, hilang semnagat dan x tahu apa yg perlu dibuat.

Simptom yang berkait: * Demam, sejuk, berpeluh malam dan simptom selesema lain * Kelesuan dan lemah * Hilang selera makan dan/atau berat badan * Gusi bengkak atau berdarah * Perdarahan berlebihan (meskipun akibat luka kecil) * Simptom neurologikal (cth.,sakit kepala) * Hati dan limpa bengkak * Mudah lebam * Kerap dijangkiti penyakit * Sakit tulang * Sakit sendi * Tonsil bengkak * Kerap pengsan

Semakin hari semakin sedih Nisa memikirkannya. Semakin hari, tanda-tanda penyakit semakin bersama Nisa.Nisa hanya mampu berdoa.

Iskandar seorang yang sangat setia .Walaupun Nisa sakit tapi dia tetap nak jaga Nisa ,disamping bersama Nisa malah tetap mahu jadikan Nisa sebagai isterinya yang sah.
Tapi bagi Nisa, menjadi isteri kepada Is lebih menyusahkan Is ,dan pada masa kan datang kerana dia xmampu membahagiakan Is.Bagaimana Nisa mampu nak membahagiakan org yang disayang sedangkan hatinya sentiasa bersedih.Duduk sendirian dalam bilik sambil menghala ke tingkap mengingatkan kata-kata yang amat Nisa kagumi ,

"Hanya orang yang bahagia yang mampu membahagiakan orang lain" - Prof Muhaya

Sedih menjadi salah satu penyakit Nisa yang sangat kronik.Dan apa yang dirasa bertambah kronik apabila perhubungan diputuskan walaupun bukan kerelaan Is, tapi Nisa bertekad dengan keputusannya. Walaupun pedih memikirkan Is bakal berkongsi hidup dengan orang lain, menzahirkan kasih sayang pada orang yang bukan bernama Nisa,mengalir air mata , namun apa yang diharapkan Nisa adalah kebahagian Is walau di mana dia berada.NIsa berpegang kepada kata-kata teman rapatnya,

" Bercinta tak semestinya bersatu, cukup dengan melihat orang yang kita sayang bahagia "

Nisa tersenyum mengingatkan kata temanya.
Berkata memang mudah, tapi menerimanya yang payah.
Terpandang daun-daun kering yang ditiup angin yang melayang entah ke mana, sedangkan daun di pohon menghijau, teguh digenggam.

Bagi Nisa, Cinta datang dalam hidup kita tanpa isyarat dan syarat, dia datang tanpa diundang dia pergi tanpa dihalau… datang dan perginya cinta tiada siapa yang tahu. Perasaan orang yang dilamun cinta memang cukup indah.. macam dunia ini milik mereka.. Hakikatnya mana ada perhubungan cinta yang tiada badai.
Nisa Redha kerana Allah perancang sebaik-baiknya, dan apa yang Nisa lakukan,

 "If you love someone, set them free

If they come back they’re yours 

 If they don’t they never were "

Hari demi hari, cuba memulakan hari dengan sebaik mungkin dengan keadaan yang bertambah teruk, tapi Nisa tersenyum memikirkan addakah ini penghapusan dosanya di masa lampau . Dia redha. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Pengampun.

Setiap yang hidup pasti akan mati

Setiap yang bernyawa pasti akan terhenti

Yang bezanya masa,tempat dan cara kita mati

" Ingatlah mati sentiasa bersama kita

Dan sakit yang dirasa adalah dosa dimasa lampau "

Impossible of Love

"You was strong and I was not

My illusion my mistake

I was careless I forgot

I did "

" Tell them all I know

Shout it from the roof tops

Write it on the sky line

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy

In my heart was broken "

" But it would be impossible "

"Only know you love her, when you let her go "