Saturday, April 17, 2010

All the confuses had been healed
hopefully is not only temporary
a little gurl really need to fix it

Meanwhile, she suddenly in land of the past
dunno why she still in it
in land that's not for her
she had to get out from that
or else she trapped forever


A litlle tiny gurl found that she's distracted
but the main thing is
the distract one is already past
long long time ago
and already has his own land with a beautiful flower


Little tiny gurl still can't understand
why she can't throw away all the feelings
feelings that make she cries
feelings that make she feels being stabbed
feelings that she had been betrayed
feelings that she had been fooled around


Litttle tiny gurl still can't understand
why she needs to feel all that after years
why she needs to face all these after years
A little tiny gurl doesn't want it
but she feel distracted
the only one that she can do is
AVOID but . . .
for how many years?
is she felt better by doing all these?


Little tiny gurl herself dunno
whats the best she can do
to make all the feelings dissappeared
to make her in peace
to stop her fake smile
to stop her in avoiding
she tried to face it
she tried to heal it
she tried to forget it
but she can't
and
she still dunno WHY


Little tiny gurl always convince everyone that she was always alright,
now what she needs to do is to convince herself . . .

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